#AdoptionTalk: Small Hands
Whenever we’re out and about, I can almost feel people sizing up our family, doing the math, making guesses about our story….
I grew up in a very small town in the Texas Panhandle. Where I come from, you make eye contact with the people you pass, and you smile, whether you know them or not. You strike up conversations with complete strangers in checkout lines… Except I don’t anymore. Because I’m tired of the questions. You probably know the questions I mean – those questions…
What happened to his real parents?
Was he a drug baby?
He’s so cute! How much did he cost?
Is your husband black?
So I don’t make eye contact anymore. I don’t smile at people and I don’t speak to people in checkout lines. I don’t want to be rude, but really? I know that you think you’re just making conversation, but you’re probably the third person this week who has asked if I will tell my biracial son he’s adopted. (Hint: he’s a smart kid, I bet he could figure it out.)
Plus, I’m naturally a very sarcastic person. My natural reaction is normally pretty sharp. But because we are a conspicuous adoptive family, I am a spokesperson. Whether I’m having a good day or a terrible one.
More importantly, my kids are watching. I don’t want them to think that rudeness is ever the correct answer. So I’m working on graceful (but still witty) answers to most of those questions. Even when I’m so tired of hearing the same inane small-talky comments that I could literally scream. (Nah, my hands aren’t full. It only looks that way because I have small hands.)
But some questions don’t deserve a graceful response. I swear to you, I’m loaded for bear the next time someone in the checkout line asks if my husband is black: No. Is yours?
I am a proud foster and adoptive parent. I’m passionate about adoption and foster care, and I’m usually happy to talk about both when someone shows the slightest genuine interest in how our family was formed. But the people that just want the gory details? The ones that don’t really care about my family, but just want to gossip about my children’s birth family? Yeah, I’m not having that conversation.
My stand-by when asked about my children’s past is That’s not my story to tell. Pretty straight-forward, right?
But occasionally, a particularly rude individual continues to press the issue. And I know that my children are watching and learning.
So I stop worrying about being a spokesperson or showing grace.
Instead, I worry about showing my kids that standing up for yourself is more important than being unfailingly polite. (the righteous satisfaction of unloading on someone who thoroughly deserves my sarcasm is really just a pleasant side effect)
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